Monday, July 30, 2007

Oh...no...

Oh!No...Coursework is coming soon...
I really very headache about it. I just finish my presentation, i thought can relax a while, but unfortunately, my lecturers told us that next week, week 11 have the second course work...Oh no!!!
I not yet start my revision, i don't konw what i need to do now... The MBO assignment need to submit on week 11 too. Why the Economic and Business account having the course work on the same week?
Oh no!!! I really panic... My account is very very weak, i just start to 'know' about it but i think i can't finish study it on next week before the coursework. I really scare that i will fail this subject that i dislike most... It's make my life trouble...
Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!
What i can do now?

Thursday, July 26, 2007

What is my problems?

College life?
It's full of assignments, presentations, courseworks, society and so on...It's a very busy's life.

Actually i love busy's life, but college'slife is too busy for me...I had no time to take a short break, too.Maybe is my own problem, i didn't arrange my time propery until i can't finish my homework. Still remember i was scolded by my Commercial Law's lecturer because didn't do the tutorial work. I really blame myself, why i so lazy...

I don't know what i was did everyday...It's looks like no time for me and i feel very tired. What is my problem?

Everyday when i attend class, i will fall asleep in the class...What is my problem?

Until today, i even don't know what is accounting, i want to learn it, but i had no time, what is my problem?

I really curious about studmyself...Why i can't concentrate on study...A lot of questions mark in my mind. I hope i can find a way to solve it as soon as possible...

I had no time to play anymore...I need to study! I need to force myself! I must do it!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Mummy

I very miss my mum...I had not see her for three months...
I love her very much!
I had no father since i was born, my mum need to earn money, so she went to Singapore and work. We are seperate since i was a baby. My mum will back home 3-4 times per year, so i seldom communicate with her, i even very scare to talk with her...
Day after day, i am more understanding, i can feel hoe much my mum love me, i am starting appreciate what she had done for me, what she did is for my own benefit, i know...i know...
Mummy looks old year by year...Her memorising become not good...Her body become weak...and she become very thin...Actually she can stop working at Singapore and come back hometown to work, but she said she wants earn more money when her body can 'tahan' it, so that she had enough money to afford my study's fee...
I really touching when heard what she said...
Mummy, i really love you and happy can be your daughter, i know i am not a good girl, but i always be a good daughter, even though u know i am naughty, but u never punish me...
Mummy, thank you very much...
I love you!!!

I LOVE YOU

I think i am sick, i think i am abnormal, because ... i am falling in love to you...
Before this, i really hate you, i really dislike you, you make me suffer a lot, take all my time, no time for me to relax, no time for me to play and gathered with my friends, cannot go back hometown, all because of you. I really hate you, but now, i had changed my mind already...
I love you---community sociology...

Last week, we were busy on rehearsal of visiting to village...We were busy on prepared posters, 200 souveniers, drama, dancing, and so on...Very very busy...We did the souveniers until over night, all members came to my house and we did it at my balkoni. Three days, we all did it in 3 days, prepare for the choral speaking for two days, and so on.

At the end, my group won the best talent presenting group, best souvinier group and overall, we got the best group out of five groups. All of us are very happy, some of us cry, even our coordinator also cry. It's unbelievable!!! Finally, we won it...

These few days, we gain a lot, not only prizes, the important thing is we gain friendships. We know each other well, we cooperate with each other and share with each other.

I know, i didn't regret taking part in community sociology...Although it's make me suffer a lot, but, it's worth...

I will appreciate it, and love ' it ' forever... I would not forget you...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Movie ''Papa,Can you hear me sing''

My friend told me that the movie ''papa, can you hear me sing'' is very touching and meaningful and will make us cry none stop...I don't believe on her.But after i wacthed it, i love this movie very much.

The story is talking about an orphane baby girl adopted by a poor family. The father is a dumb person but love her very much. He cares of his daughter very much and give every things to her.

Day after day, the baby girl grow up and become a best singer. She starts forgot what her father had been done for her ... She chasing on her dream ... but gradually, although she becomes well-known, but she is unhappy because no one understand her. She miss her father very much but no time to visit her father.

Finally, her father dies and she is having a concert on that time, although she runs to hospital but...everythings is over...She can't talk with her father anymore. She feel very regret, but useless... That's why her friend compose a song for her, name's ''papa, can you hear me sing''.

Maybe, maybe her father can hear it in the heaven, but is it meaningful?
Why can't you always be with your parents before it's too late?

My friend and i cry heavily while watching this movie...haha...Anywhere,we are busy on sheding our tear.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

I miss my hometown,i miss my grandmum

After stay at Setapak,Kuala Lumpur for a month, i really miss my hometown. I miss my, grandmother, the vegetable that plant by myself, my lovely dog and so on, everythings i miss a lot. Finally, i can go hometown on last Saturday, my grandmother miss me very much, i never left her for so long period since i was born. I love her so much. She talked with me over night and i know, although she didn't tell me, but i know she cares me very much. I love my hometown -Teluk Intan,Perak, too. Although my hometown no very beatiful, not very big, not very advanced, but, i love my hometown because this is the place that i grow and had all my memories. Anywhere, i konw i need to suit myself in this new environment, what to do?