~Raise yourself to help mankind~

Questnet...
Change my life~

Actually I am a lazy girl...

I am a girl that lazy to think ...

Especially about my future...

My mum always teach me what to do next when I facing problem...
After join in questnet business ...
I learn to face problem by myself, but solve with all my teammates ...

I like my company~

I like my job~

I like my team~

I like my way ~

Maybe you disagree with me , but i will walk with my own style ...
Important is i know what i am doing now is correct ...

So, if u really care of me , please blessing me !!!

~LOVE~

L O V E ?
What's meaning of love?
Is it find your love one means get happiness?
curious about that ...

My friends always told me, go to find your boyfriend, don't stay lonely there...
If i can make a choice, i choose to be single but not available ~

Maybe this is a weird thinking, but is a way for me to stay more happy...
I don't wanna to bluff to myself or other people, i get scare of love already...

Someone told me that he will give me all the happiness...
Someone told me that he would not leave me alone...
Someone told me that nor matter what happen, he will stay beside me forever...

Bilker !!!!

He made me use to has him all the time ...
He made me become parasit ...

Lastly left me alone ~
Facing all those memories ~

Love?

What's meaning of love?
Who can tell me ?

I hate to be alone~
But...

I hate to be hurt too!!!

So~
God, don't play play to me anymore!!!

This nice guy, only will be my best friend...
Forever~

Upset ...
I lost a lot of memory with my lovely friends~
Just view their friendster profile, i saw they take a lot of pictures ~
Last time, i was one of them , but now ?

God said : u should learn how to put off a thing, so that i can hold another thing ...
I hate this word ~
Can i balance it ?
I don't wanna lost anything...
I love my friends very much ...
I love my job very much ...

But ...
I only have 24 hours~

~recently~

Actually don't know what am i doing recently ~
Can i categorise as happy ?
I don't even know how to answer ...

i have a busy life recently...
Busy in my network marketing...
Everyday function, training, support and so on~
Busy and busy!
But this is the life that i like...
I don't wanna to sit at home and waste my time thinking back of previous...
I don't wanna be the useless stupid noob kellyn anymore~
I really learn a lot and gain a lot in this industry, in this job~

But...
I lost many things too~
My relationship spoil~
Cannot consider as spoil also...
Maybe is my friends start to ignore me !!!
Is my false...Can't blame anyone...
Because everytime they date me, most probably i can't attend!!!
Actually i really feel upset and dissappointed when i reject them~
I wish to go genting with them too ~
I wish to go watch movie with them also~
I wish to go and sing k with them ...

But i really can't make it...
Friends ~
Really sorry about that ...
Please don't forget me!!!
I promise, when i settle down all the things , i sure will back to your side...
Miss the day that we play and 3 8 together ...
Miss the night that we lying on the same bed and gossip about other people business~

Miss miss miss ~
Miss you all very much!!!

Please don't forget me ...
Give me some times ...I will strengthen our relationship!!!

~appreciating friendship~