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My happy d@y

A long long time didn't touch my blogger lor~

Im not use to post blog at blogger...

Because i more like chinese..

But this is a secret place for me to share secret things..

hehe~

Just celebrate my 22nd birhtday~

so happy that I got a lot of friends besides me,accompany me ^ ^

Many things happen when the year 2009 started..

A lot of sadness...

A lot of happiness..

But that are not balance..

Me still remain the same,but things around me are totally different..

Good or bad, i don't know~

But at least I learn a lot~

I learn not to trust people easily...

I learn not to talk so much in front of people, althougt they look good to you..

I learn not to admire a person blindly...

I learn and learn..

But never become smarter~

Just can say, I use my hearth to do whatever, nor mather what happen next..

I don't care!

I just wanna be myself..

I just wanna enjoy my life~

Don't come and disturb my happy life..

I am appreciate who besides me now..

I am appreciate what others did to me..

I know what I am doing now ~

That's enough ^ ^

~Raise yourself to help mankind~

Questnet...
Change my life~

Actually I am a lazy girl...

I am a girl that lazy to think ...

Especially about my future...

My mum always teach me what to do next when I facing problem...
After join in questnet business ...
I learn to face problem by myself, but solve with all my teammates ...

I like my company~

I like my job~

I like my team~

I like my way ~

Maybe you disagree with me , but i will walk with my own style ...
Important is i know what i am doing now is correct ...

So, if u really care of me , please blessing me !!!

~LOVE~

L O V E ?
What's meaning of love?
Is it find your love one means get happiness?
curious about that ...

My friends always told me, go to find your boyfriend, don't stay lonely there...
If i can make a choice, i choose to be single but not available ~

Maybe this is a weird thinking, but is a way for me to stay more happy...
I don't wanna to bluff to myself or other people, i get scare of love already...

Someone told me that he will give me all the happiness...
Someone told me that he would not leave me alone...
Someone told me that nor matter what happen, he will stay beside me forever...

Bilker !!!!

He made me use to has him all the time ...
He made me become parasit ...

Lastly left me alone ~
Facing all those memories ~

Love?

What's meaning of love?
Who can tell me ?

I hate to be alone~
But...

I hate to be hurt too!!!

So~
God, don't play play to me anymore!!!

This nice guy, only will be my best friend...
Forever~

Upset ...
I lost a lot of memory with my lovely friends~
Just view their friendster profile, i saw they take a lot of pictures ~
Last time, i was one of them , but now ?

God said : u should learn how to put off a thing, so that i can hold another thing ...
I hate this word ~
Can i balance it ?
I don't wanna lost anything...
I love my friends very much ...
I love my job very much ...

But ...
I only have 24 hours~

~recently~

Actually don't know what am i doing recently ~
Can i categorise as happy ?
I don't even know how to answer ...

i have a busy life recently...
Busy in my network marketing...
Everyday function, training, support and so on~
Busy and busy!
But this is the life that i like...
I don't wanna to sit at home and waste my time thinking back of previous...
I don't wanna be the useless stupid noob kellyn anymore~
I really learn a lot and gain a lot in this industry, in this job~

But...
I lost many things too~
My relationship spoil~
Cannot consider as spoil also...
Maybe is my friends start to ignore me !!!
Is my false...Can't blame anyone...
Because everytime they date me, most probably i can't attend!!!
Actually i really feel upset and dissappointed when i reject them~
I wish to go genting with them too ~
I wish to go watch movie with them also~
I wish to go and sing k with them ...

But i really can't make it...
Friends ~
Really sorry about that ...
Please don't forget me!!!
I promise, when i settle down all the things , i sure will back to your side...
Miss the day that we play and 3 8 together ...
Miss the night that we lying on the same bed and gossip about other people business~

Miss miss miss ~
Miss you all very much!!!

Please don't forget me ...
Give me some times ...I will strengthen our relationship!!!

~appreciating friendship~

~update update~

Wah...Now i realise i long time didn't post any blog at my blogger ...
Almost one year ...During this year, it's really happen a lot of things !
Don't know how to express my feeling , don't know how to start ...
I just hope everythings can go smooth, i just hope my life will become better...I just hope my friends will become happy !
God, can you make my dreams come true?

Haha...Haha...

Last Friday, i went back to my hometown because my mum was back home too. Although i was very busy and i know if i back home, i will no time to do my revision, i dare to do so, because i miss my mum very much.
My mother looks more older, and she said i was more thin then last time, although i knew that i don't, but i just smile at her and said i will learn how to take care of myself. I take a lot of picture with her, two days are not enough for me to gahter with my mother. I told her what happen during my college's life and what make me so happy or sad. She listened to me patiently and gave me a lot of opinions. She encouraged me and said that these experience won't get from else way and hope i will appreciate it.
I ask my mum whether she can afford or not because my college's fee is expensive and i need to spend money for my daily life, too. She said don't worry, all these problems she will settle for me, the things that i need to do is concentrate on my study, other let her think about it. Anyway, she will give me a good education until graduate from University.
I know... What she plans for me is for my future benefit. Mum, thank you!!!
I love you!!!