Haha...Haha...

Last Friday, i went back to my hometown because my mum was back home too. Although i was very busy and i know if i back home, i will no time to do my revision, i dare to do so, because i miss my mum very much.
My mother looks more older, and she said i was more thin then last time, although i knew that i don't, but i just smile at her and said i will learn how to take care of myself. I take a lot of picture with her, two days are not enough for me to gahter with my mother. I told her what happen during my college's life and what make me so happy or sad. She listened to me patiently and gave me a lot of opinions. She encouraged me and said that these experience won't get from else way and hope i will appreciate it.
I ask my mum whether she can afford or not because my college's fee is expensive and i need to spend money for my daily life, too. She said don't worry, all these problems she will settle for me, the things that i need to do is concentrate on my study, other let her think about it. Anyway, she will give me a good education until graduate from University.
I know... What she plans for me is for my future benefit. Mum, thank you!!!
I love you!!!

Happy and happy

Today is the seminar of the Langkawi Project. It’s really boring and make me sleepy. The seminar started at 9 am to 4pm, it’s make me suffer a lot…
After that, we decided to celebrate the birthday of my group’s president Min Shen and one of the group member Seok Yan.
We decided to give them a surprise, my friend and I went to buy 3 cakes. After that, they all went to have dinner at mamak’s stall and we suddenly take the two cakes out behind them and sang the birthday’s song. Min Shen ans Seok Yan really surprised and felt happy. We pushed their head onto the cakes and the cakes were totally destroyed but all of the group members still dared to eat it.
Then we played together and their face became very dirty because they put all the cream on their faces and my hair also.
Later, my friends and I went home and took the third cake and sang our group’s song while walking to the stall. Again, this situation was so touching and every one was mostly wanted to cry. We really happy and enjoy.
Then our president was feed us ate the cake, although it looks very dirty but every one was very enjoy on it.
Then the Advisor was very funny because he took an apple as a present and give it to my president. All of us laughing at it.
Today, is a very happy day for all of us.

Friends, thank you!

I really glad that i have a lot of good friends.
When i feel unhappy, they will always beside me! No matter where we are, as long as we still alive, we will always care to eaach other.
Actually, i am not happy been here. Really stress for me, i never feel so upset before! I want back home but i can't, want watch movie but i can't. want eat my favorite Laksa of but can't, want play with my lovely dog but can't also...
What to do?
Thak you that friends are always beside me.
When i upset, i just need to send a message, then they will console me and make me happy! Then i will cry and cry to release my stress, they know, this is the way that i always do. My friends will let me cry until i am tired. Then they will help me find out my problems and try to solve it together.
Friends are really important. Without them, i don't know what i will become, because i am a naughty girl, i get easily influnce by the wrong crowd, luckily, friends will always remind me when i put my step wrong.
Friends, thank you very much!
i really appreciate that you all are always beside me and i am happy that can be your friend! Thank you!

Oh...no...

Oh!No...Coursework is coming soon...
I really very headache about it. I just finish my presentation, i thought can relax a while, but unfortunately, my lecturers told us that next week, week 11 have the second course work...Oh no!!!
I not yet start my revision, i don't konw what i need to do now... The MBO assignment need to submit on week 11 too. Why the Economic and Business account having the course work on the same week?
Oh no!!! I really panic... My account is very very weak, i just start to 'know' about it but i think i can't finish study it on next week before the coursework. I really scare that i will fail this subject that i dislike most... It's make my life trouble...
Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!
What i can do now?

What is my problems?

College life?
It's full of assignments, presentations, courseworks, society and so on...It's a very busy's life.

Actually i love busy's life, but college'slife is too busy for me...I had no time to take a short break, too.Maybe is my own problem, i didn't arrange my time propery until i can't finish my homework. Still remember i was scolded by my Commercial Law's lecturer because didn't do the tutorial work. I really blame myself, why i so lazy...

I don't know what i was did everyday...It's looks like no time for me and i feel very tired. What is my problem?

Everyday when i attend class, i will fall asleep in the class...What is my problem?

Until today, i even don't know what is accounting, i want to learn it, but i had no time, what is my problem?

I really curious about studmyself...Why i can't concentrate on study...A lot of questions mark in my mind. I hope i can find a way to solve it as soon as possible...

I had no time to play anymore...I need to study! I need to force myself! I must do it!

Mummy

I very miss my mum...I had not see her for three months...
I love her very much!
I had no father since i was born, my mum need to earn money, so she went to Singapore and work. We are seperate since i was a baby. My mum will back home 3-4 times per year, so i seldom communicate with her, i even very scare to talk with her...
Day after day, i am more understanding, i can feel hoe much my mum love me, i am starting appreciate what she had done for me, what she did is for my own benefit, i know...i know...
Mummy looks old year by year...Her memorising become not good...Her body become weak...and she become very thin...Actually she can stop working at Singapore and come back hometown to work, but she said she wants earn more money when her body can 'tahan' it, so that she had enough money to afford my study's fee...
I really touching when heard what she said...
Mummy, i really love you and happy can be your daughter, i know i am not a good girl, but i always be a good daughter, even though u know i am naughty, but u never punish me...
Mummy, thank you very much...
I love you!!!

I LOVE YOU

I think i am sick, i think i am abnormal, because ... i am falling in love to you...
Before this, i really hate you, i really dislike you, you make me suffer a lot, take all my time, no time for me to relax, no time for me to play and gathered with my friends, cannot go back hometown, all because of you. I really hate you, but now, i had changed my mind already...
I love you---community sociology...

Last week, we were busy on rehearsal of visiting to village...We were busy on prepared posters, 200 souveniers, drama, dancing, and so on...Very very busy...We did the souveniers until over night, all members came to my house and we did it at my balkoni. Three days, we all did it in 3 days, prepare for the choral speaking for two days, and so on.

At the end, my group won the best talent presenting group, best souvinier group and overall, we got the best group out of five groups. All of us are very happy, some of us cry, even our coordinator also cry. It's unbelievable!!! Finally, we won it...

These few days, we gain a lot, not only prizes, the important thing is we gain friendships. We know each other well, we cooperate with each other and share with each other.

I know, i didn't regret taking part in community sociology...Although it's make me suffer a lot, but, it's worth...

I will appreciate it, and love ' it ' forever... I would not forget you...

Movie ''Papa,Can you hear me sing''

My friend told me that the movie ''papa, can you hear me sing'' is very touching and meaningful and will make us cry none stop...I don't believe on her.But after i wacthed it, i love this movie very much.

The story is talking about an orphane baby girl adopted by a poor family. The father is a dumb person but love her very much. He cares of his daughter very much and give every things to her.

Day after day, the baby girl grow up and become a best singer. She starts forgot what her father had been done for her ... She chasing on her dream ... but gradually, although she becomes well-known, but she is unhappy because no one understand her. She miss her father very much but no time to visit her father.

Finally, her father dies and she is having a concert on that time, although she runs to hospital but...everythings is over...She can't talk with her father anymore. She feel very regret, but useless... That's why her friend compose a song for her, name's ''papa, can you hear me sing''.

Maybe, maybe her father can hear it in the heaven, but is it meaningful?
Why can't you always be with your parents before it's too late?

My friend and i cry heavily while watching this movie...haha...Anywhere,we are busy on sheding our tear.

I miss my hometown,i miss my grandmum

After stay at Setapak,Kuala Lumpur for a month, i really miss my hometown. I miss my, grandmother, the vegetable that plant by myself, my lovely dog and so on, everythings i miss a lot. Finally, i can go hometown on last Saturday, my grandmother miss me very much, i never left her for so long period since i was born. I love her so much. She talked with me over night and i know, although she didn't tell me, but i know she cares me very much. I love my hometown -Teluk Intan,Perak, too. Although my hometown no very beatiful, not very big, not very advanced, but, i love my hometown because this is the place that i grow and had all my memories. Anywhere, i konw i need to suit myself in this new environment, what to do?

taking part in community sociology

'Yes,i am suscess in joining the community sociology.' This is my first feeling when i heard the new from my friend, after that, i feel a bit regret because it has a lot of problems that i need to face. It's take a lot of my time, everyday i need to go for the group meeting and learn many new things.Firstly i feel it is very difficult to me because it's really tired and i need to memorise a lot of things.After that we need to help to prepare the name card for 44 members and we do until late of night. After finished did the card, we feel very happy. On 24th of June, the sociaty held a station games,when all of our group members hanging the name cards and feel proud of it, we feel very happy. Although the station games is very hard and tired, but we learn a lot of things expecially the cooperation between the members. Finally, i change my mind , i think this is a meaningful sociaty and i will try my best to do the best in this sociaty.